Morning Misery


When the stars are high above,

and I lay down to nap for the night,

I dream that you are next to me,

I dream that I am holding you tight.


I wake up in the morning and realize it was all a dream,

you are stil a million miles away,

it felt so good when you were near,

and it hurts so much now that you're away.


I will never have you for real,

I will never even tell you how great you make me feel.

I will never get a chance,

a chance to tell you that I would love you for always and forever.


Reality sets in,

the moment my dream ends.

I wonder if life is worth anything,

anything without you in it.

I've been so close to you,

sometimes it seemed as if we were meant to be,

at least I've had a chance to know beauty at it's best.


No matter how I feel,

no matter how right it feels when we're together,

it will never happen.

No matter how much I care for her,

I will never have a pray of calling her my own.

No I will never even get to say I love you,

and it sucks so much without you here.


Mike Anderson